..im considering shuttin down my xanga....to the public at least....idk but it juz has been creepn me out how so many ppl read this ...and i dont kno them....hMm...thoughts, comments, concerns...? juz im meee

"Life is too short to be anything, but happy.  Love deeply, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything with no regrets.  Forget the past with the exemption of what you have learned, and remember everything happens for a reason."

i'm sorry a lot of you guys had abad day... i hope you feel better and i shall be praying for many of youu :]...i would luv to go ova there n give some of you guys hugs...:\ sounds like one big mess :[...but remember JUZ KEEP SWIMMING...lmbo juz hold ur head up high n member that i hav faith in your abilitiees..:]

wow its really late i shall finish this up tomorrooo

..i luv you...*mwaaaah*

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tues: ok i had a not so gr8 day...but thatz ok hahaha

MAJOR SHOUT OUT: Thank you SO much Hasan!!! You made me feel so much better 

yeahhhh i was like blah and i talked to him for an hour...sorry guys i juz wanted to vent into someone different...and i rarely get mad so i guess i wanted to talk to him yeahhhhhh hahaha but im bak to normal nowwwwww :D :D :D

ok im out juz wanted to give the shout out

new songggggg

The rehearsal for the recital on Thursday...didn't go as well as we would have hoped.  It turned into quite a cacaphony and soon we were laughing...laughing then but after an hour or so...our constant blunders turned into baths of sweat....basically we got freaked out after the horrible rehersal...so we think...tomorrow is gonna be one big massacre...little did we know that james had finally gotten us copies of our music...:]...so the recital went quite well...it was a lotta fun but i was extremely nervous...having never played a classical piece in front of an audience that large...i worried about everything...were mai strings ok?  GOSH WHERE WAS THAT FOOT REST? goodness...did u find the stand....DID I BRING MAI MUSIC?!!...so i get up on the stage...all ready...n then i turn to the side....n my partner is missing.......

random quiz....

ok today i went to the mall and i think both arjun and i had our most embarassing moments...we didnt go together...oh nooo...we were with our parent(s) and sibling(s).  As to what that moment was... you can let your imagination run wild...but all I'm going to say is...we met each other all randomly without knowing it...n oh la la...hahahaha Yes, i realize i do not get embarassed over silly things....but oh goshhh  hahahaha....

^^..priyanka if you're reading this...when he said that we were joking around...which is in his profile too...and i'm truly sorry that you guys  broke up...but i dont think you should blame me n him...you know that it was only two days and u guys did nothing but fight...n it was his choice to break up with you...i had nothing to do with  it...in fact i didnt even know he was going to until after it happened...and look...he broke up with u right...are we going out? NO so why am i recieving blame for this?? and if ur willing to throw away 5 yrs of friendship becuz of something as silly as this...i honestly believe you need to sit down and think with a clear head...

another random quiz that i was asked to do...

and the thing lisa sent me

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

^^ hMm...revengeful? hasty decisions? moody? haha otherwise datz pretty good

ok that was a long entry so i shall be off now

*mwaaaaaaaah*

*sighz* mai day wasn't as good as I probably would have liked...but thats ok...it's the bad days that make you appreciate the good ones, right? yup yup :]

well today i'll talk about htings in order...i usually dont update during the week but yeah i kinda wanna vent a lil so yes ima update! :]

d lunch- i miss it so...it used to hav everyoneeeee alisha, megan, cassie, chris, evan, sarah, jenny, rafael, heather, april, lauren, miss fettucini, cowboy, george, brian, some of mai dazzler friends, etc. well chris and i have taken to messing around with evan...a fish hahaha he rides our bus and loves to eavesdrop so...we've decided to throw him off...n make him think chris is gay...lmbo..evan if u read this...we luv you to death...honestly juz...ur a lotta fun to pick on since you are provoked so easily hahaha oh yes and your head is fun to draw...puahahaha

uh oh...man i never stop eating normally but like mai appetite has DOUBLED lately...it's a bit hard to imagine the large amt of food i consume when u double it...yikes ima cow ....mooooooo hehehe

k im out to sleeep so take care and FEEL BETTER esp you AMBERRRR

*mwaaah*

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k i'll talk bout everythin in that order..:]

HAPPY LB DAY!

k fridayyyy we were havin a killer time with guitar and saved amy n steven..:D they were lockedout so they came over :D...we had good times with the washer/dryer lmbo..do not ask hahahaha

saturday - mun  i didnt get to talk to hasan much tho..:\ haha n this yr drw was soooo boring! hahaha n then we came home n i changed to go to arjun's sis'z lil congrats party or w/e it was fun..mai lil cuzin was watchin spiderman 2 with us and when they kissed she was like eWWWWWWW haahaha it took me back a few yrs when we were in elementary n everyone would do that...lmbon then we watched DISNEY MOVIES yessss haha n then i came home n mai lil cuz-ahmer-wanted to play cricket...so i was like sure n then we played baseball...went swinging...played baseball...hahahaha it wuz sooooooo much FUN...like man u kno watz sad im MUCH better at cricket than baseball partially because of the shape of the bats hahaha :P n then i watched amovie with mai parents :D...

sunday: cleaned, did our homework :P, and talked....i miss carmen...which is the cali pic up there...hehehe ok well i'm out to eat some LUNCH

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take care guys *MUAHZ*